Like I Used To

Does she kiss you with full meaning?
Does she love you with her heart?
Does she always think what's best for you,
Even when she's in the dark?
Does she give you what you need,
Without you asking even once?
Does she hold your so hand tightly,
Knowing forever is so long?
Does she say your name politely?
Do her eyes glow at your face?
Does she keep her word completely,
making sure you know your place.
Does she hold you when you're crying,
When you're hurt beyond control?
Does she know all of your wrongings,
and still love you even more?
Did she see beyond your faults,
that everybody once singled out?
Did she love you when no one did?
Does she love you when it counts?

And My Answer Is, They're Equal

I cried myself to sleep last night...
It wasn't about a silly boy this time.

Ever felt like you know its time to let go of someone?
You know, when things just aren't going right.
& you're just not feeling it anymore.
You find out whether its something real or all a phase.
And you back out, broken hearted.
A broken heart you won't let come to surface.
Because what you've been through has given you the strength to keep it down this time.
Because this all feels too familiar.
So you know when its time to walk away from everything.
& you do what you gotta do.
Because its time for change,
the change you swore up and down wouldn't touch you.

I was listening on the radio one morning,
it was a talk.
And they asked the question:
"Which is worse, losing a serious boyfriend or a best friend?"

I Don't Understand.

Nooo. Nope. Uhh nah. Nope. Not my type. Nah.

I just don't get me :/

Taken For A Spin

Lies grow on eachother.
And the more lies told, the more fragile everything gets.
It takes ONE truth to knock down every single lie.
Stick to what you know, never let go.
& always remember:
If it doesn't all add up, it's because it's not supposed to.

Reality hits.

But this come down is worth the two days I spent on Cloud9.
& I'd do it all over again.