Friday, February 3, 2012

Hotdogs, Limitless school work, and the Friends theme song playing in the background.
Is my day in a nutshell.
I have this new zest for life I cannot explain.
I'm more energetic, more positive and more willing.
I feel great.
I have dreams that I no longer deem impossible to reach.
My heart itself, feels happier.
I've spent years of my life giving light to only the bad.
"I hate this..." "...why is it always like that?"
The bad isn't worth the time. It's not even worth the acknowledgement of being there.
Why be so sad? Mad? Angry? ...why?
We have one life, only one.
Some say life is too short, but life is the longest thing anybody can do.
When I'm turning back to say my final goodbye to this world,
I don't want to remember reasons why my jobs sucks,
situations that tore me apart,
or people who've hurt me.
That's not what my life is about, those don't define me.
I'm taking a good, hard long look in the mirror.
I've disappointed myself with the time I've wasted in resentment.
It's not a place to be so why keep myself there?
I have people that love me.
And to those people who don't? It's okay.
But hate will be a one way street. That's energy I can put toward something better.
I'm taking control of my life, and I'm not perfect, but I know everything will unfold beautifully.
Because its my life, and my life is great.