What Everyone Should Consider

I'm making up with an old best friend.
It feels nice.
I missed her and I missed just being her friend.
I'm glad we're okay now.
This is two years overdue.
But the past is gone.
:)

Because I Don't

My family is one to always stick by me.
My pets can make me smile for any reason.
My job supports me no matter what.
My car has the speed to give me butterflies.
Books have the ability to spark my thinking.
Schooling encourages me to do my very best.
My friends are the ones to believe that I can.
...and anybody can look me in the eye & call me babe.

So remind me again, where is it that I need you?

Senses Came To Me

I once gave my everything to this person I just walked out on.

Let's Not Try To Go For Miles When On Empty

I can't forget you, believe me I've tried.
It doesn't mean I'm in love with you.
It doesn't mean I'm obsessed with you.
It doesn't mean I can't get over you.
It doesn't mean you're in my future.
Or even that you're in my present.
I just simply am unable to forget anything that holds mile-stones of my past.

The Truth Of It Is...

People our age want to believe in having someone right now to be with for life.
But we all just can't accept the fact that we're too young to settle down.
Grown ups always said we were too young to fall in love.
They weren't saying we were incapable.
We were just too young.

People Come & Go. Are You People?

If I'm not met halfway,
I pull back.
Because, I've experienced enough.
Enough to know I shouldn't be giving my all into any friendship/relationship with anybody.
So if you want me in your life,
you'll meet me halfway.
Because I promise you,
I'll be standing right there at our halfway point.
And not an inch further, not an inch less.

See, In My Case, A Phone Call Had To Suffice

I knew fully-well what I was talking about.
The words that left my mouth were long overdue.
These passed few days opened my mind,
but this time, wide enough for my heart to take part.
Feelings do change on a dime.
I've been back and forth for quite some time.
Wanting to move on to new and better things.
But, refusing to forget the connection we had.
The love,
The friendship,
The chemistry.
...Things change.
And this one, on a dime.
I now know what I loved about you.
Nothing.
I was in love with you,
meaning... anything close to everything you did, was perfect.
You made no mistakes in my eyes,
because my heart justified your every move.
I was in a trance.
You were in heaven.
You took quite a bit of advantage of me.
I can't take back the things I gave to you when I was with you.
But I can take back who I was without you.
The strong girl I slowly turned my back on brought herself to surface.
And, I choose her.
I love that part of me way more than I ever loved you.
This is my final goodbye, first love.
My final goodbye to you.

For The Love Of Animals

Baby, I thought you were gone.
I thought you were dying.
I thought we lost you.
This wasn't supposed to happen.
She wasn't supposed to slam the door,
& your head wasn't supposed to be there...
My father helped you breathe,
And you're pulling through.
You seem to function a little better,
You are starting to make more sense.
Baby, I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry nobody saw you.

Stay strong, you're such a trooper.
My Pumba<3

Excuse me?

I am who I am.
I stand up for what I believe in.
I forgive too quickly.
I move forward fast enough to where I forget what I was running from.
I'm scared.
And I'm fearless.
Sometimes I'll pretend to be okay.
I make bad choices, and learn my lessons.
I'm happy go lucky with a little bit of planning thrown in the mix.
I'm 18 years old, I'm 18 years young.
I have friends that I adore;
I have ones who don't adore me.
I fell in love once, and I know it'll happen again.
I swear I could move a mountain if I set my mind to it.
So I'll hate, but eventually will stop caring.
I hate being sick and I eat too much on the weekends.
I call it when I've gained a few pounds.
And am modest when I notice a couple inches off my waist.
I live in my moments.
And remember as much as I possibly can about anything.
I'm a bright young lady with her future ahead of her.
I'm an innocent baby child who never wants to let go of her past.
I believe in second chances,
& God.
I'm as close to human as you can get without having to clone another.
I am who I am.

Simple Situation

But darling, where does this take us on this beautiful summer's eve?
Connected.