See, In My Case, A Phone Call Had To Suffice

I knew fully-well what I was talking about.
The words that left my mouth were long overdue.
These passed few days opened my mind,
but this time, wide enough for my heart to take part.
Feelings do change on a dime.
I've been back and forth for quite some time.
Wanting to move on to new and better things.
But, refusing to forget the connection we had.
The love,
The friendship,
The chemistry.
...Things change.
And this one, on a dime.
I now know what I loved about you.
Nothing.
I was in love with you,
meaning... anything close to everything you did, was perfect.
You made no mistakes in my eyes,
because my heart justified your every move.
I was in a trance.
You were in heaven.
You took quite a bit of advantage of me.
I can't take back the things I gave to you when I was with you.
But I can take back who I was without you.
The strong girl I slowly turned my back on brought herself to surface.
And, I choose her.
I love that part of me way more than I ever loved you.
This is my final goodbye, first love.
My final goodbye to you.