Fresh

I've learned alot about myself.
Nowhere near enough though.
With everything I've been through,
I still don't know what I want.
I just know more of what I don't want.

I don't know if I want a boyfriend.
And I don't know if I don't want one.
I just don't know.
I'm not even dating, I've been single for almost year now.
I've never felt so free, full of any decisions I can choose to make.
It's a different feeling.
Having feelings for absolutely no one.

I'm very independent and what I want most is to be getting somewhere.