18 Years, &Oh If I Could Count The Lessons I've Learned

So its the first time I actually have 4 hours of time to kill.
I woke up early today to clean the garage with my parents &brother. My cousin Kayla spent the night, so she was asleep since it was so early. I just got back from the hospital. My Aunt Judy is going to be okay, thank god.
Its weird how everything turns out,
&how I'll look back at the most recent post of mine &think about how its all different now.
That recent goodbye, I guess was a see you later.
I won't delete that post, considering I WAS saying goodbye.
I was done, it was it.
But,
an apology, a note, flowers, face to face talk...
I guess I need more perspective than I was given, or than I was letting myself see.
Everything I figured on his end of the situation was completely off.
I assumed nowhere near close of what he actually felt.
Lesson learned, don't jump to conclusions.
&be thankful to have a boy determined enough to catch you when you come down from your leap.
&even more thankful to have a best friend to stick it out with you when you think you've really hit ground.