Scattered

Find light through my faults,
my bad habits,
my mistakes.
Keep me running when I'm discouraged.
Make me better when "I'm okay".
I can't ask you to do the impossible,
but why an effort won't catch my eye.
I notice the way you do things.
I over analyze.
I'm not looking for a superman,
the cape is sort of tacky.
&mind to spare me the Romeo please,
the talk could come more crafty.
Half the time I don't know what I want,
Just all of what I don't.
I have been upon a time once,
the castle? just glamoured mold.
The prince that had me flying,
Ate shit in a slut's loose hole.
I thought I wanted a fairy tale story.
The simple happily ever after.
But I guess I want more story line.
Simplicity no longer matters.
I'm human, so I bore easily.
I can't settle for routine.
Maybe I'm looking for flexibilty,
Where I'm anything...and a queen.
I'm a handful I suppose.
Its not an uncommon claim.
For, girls these days say they're different.
But they couldn't come more the same.
I want someone to dance with me.
Complete &perfectly in sync.
I never believe anything is perfect,
but its just one I'd want for me.
It takes a lot to give so little,
in moments that last a lifetime.
&if every moment is spent with you,
I'd like them all to shine.
But like I said, who knows what I want.
Feelings change on a dime.
I'm scattered just like this poem,
held together by a rhyme.